December 2010
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day 6
1. potter— for the better or worse, you’re always there for me. i’ve put you through a whole lot during these past few months. i am so sorry and so grateful (ha company joke!) to be with you, to know you, and to count you as the most important person in my life. je t’aime.
2. my mother
3. carrie—the best fellow producer and friend i could possibly ask for....
day 5:
1. restricted my eating
2. stayed with dave for as long as i did. things got destructive and messy and abusive towards the end. i should have grown a pair and ended things sooner.
3. abused my parents’ trust in middle school. i was such a little slut and i constantly lied to them.
4. i should have tried harder in high school. if i had actually done my work and worked to my...
day 4:
1. am i fat? why can i feel the fat on my body if i’m supposedly not?
2. i am a terrible friend/girlfriend/sister/daughter.
3. i need better clothes. i need to go shopping. i am convinced my wardrobe sucks.
4. food (for the better or worse)
5. general worries about the near future and the distant future. like, who the fuck is going to direct aida? or what am i doing with my life?...
day 3:
1. don’t try to fix my problems, don’t advise me, and don’t pretend you understand what i’m dealing with. just listen and let me vent. offer help if i ask and always hug me.
2. tell me your secrets, too. it’s a two way street.
3. compliment me. i have probably the lowest self-esteem of anyone i know (and that’s definitely saying something!) and need...
Day 2:
1. despite all that i’ve been working on during the past 3 months the threat of falling back into my eating disorder looms over my head almost everyday. i will live with disordered thinking for the rest of my life, which terrifies me. at any point i could relapse.
2. nothing makes me feel as good as having new clothes does.
3. i don’t allow many people to get close to me...
10 day confession challenge stolen from the lovely...
10 Day Confession Challenge
Day 1:Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day 2: Nine things about yourself. Day 3:Eight ways to win your heart. Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day 5:Six things you wish you’d never done. Day 6: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever). Day 7: Four turn offs. Day 8: Three turn ons. Day 9: Two smileys that describe...
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